Chapter 4, revelation

I sometimes feel like I waste so much time doing nothing.

There's so much to be done and said, yet I can't seem to get on with it.

I should be more actively involved in sports..
I wanna play basketball.
I don't even mind if the sun darkens my epidermis..
I just wanna hear the 'whoosh' of the net when I score a basket.

I wanna get a bicycle.
I miss the adrenaline I get while cycling.
Especially when the wind blows once I start pedaling fast.
So fast till I have to squint.
So fast that I can't even feel my face.
So much fun :')

I wanna be the change I wish to see in the world.

I wanna be able to accomplish all this before I get bored..
I wish I was less fickle-minded and more decisive.
I wish I was less indecisive.

I want to be more articulate.
I miss burying my nose into a story book.
A story book so interesting, I'd read till I fall asleep.
So interesting, that I'd dream about what I read.

The last time that happened, I was reading Harry Potter.
I dreamt that I was a witch.
I had on a black robe and I was waving a wand.
I felt so cool.. Haha! ;P
I wish that world is real.
If it did, I'd be so awesome at doing spells.
Even if I can't cast spells, I'd be happy just by waving the wand around.

I'm Potty over Potter.
JK Rowling is a bloody GENIUS!

I like that I don't really care what people think of me.
Cuz I know we all have our flaws.
What sets us apart is how we use it to our advantage.

I feel that money sometimes invite more trouble than we think.
Altho.. I can't deny that I'd love to have more of it..
Just a little bit more..
So that I can go shopping and makan puas2.

I think Damansara Uptown has the best siput sedut EVER
It's also called balitong, apparently.

I've lost my appetite for McDonald's.
It's so dry and flavourless.
McD sales is dropping.. cuz people believe that they're funding for the war in Gaza.
When in actual fact, they're not.
So McD's counter is to give discounts during lunch time..
Mengada lah. Bila takda profit, baru nak turunkan harga.

Lemak betul.

But it shows that Malaysians are contributing to the whole Gaza thingy (or trying).
Even if it's a small gesture like.. not eating McDonald's.

Malaysians aren't that bad after all ;)

I'd love to live in another country..
But I think I'd miss the food in Malaysia way too much.

Come to think of it, I think belacan is one of the weirdest food around.
Tapi takpa. Sedap.

Mamak sounds weird if you say it byk2 kali..
mamak.. mamak.. mamak..
mamaaaaak.......
KAN?!!
HAHA!! Apa laaa..

Last but not least,
I love my best friend.
I wouldn't be the person I am today if it weren't for her.
Because of her, I've learned to love myself more.

Adoooiii jiwang nya! ;p

I feel like I wanna write more..
But less IS more.

So, there's nothing more to this post of mine.
That's all.

p/s: Terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang telah meluangkan masa untuk meratap isi jantung saya. Maaf jika bahasa saya telah menyinggung perasaan anda. Kalau terasa, saya pelawa anda untuk terjun di mana2 gaung yang berdekatan. Semoga hidup anda lebih bahagia.